To anyone who reads this journal; please know, this was never meant to be published, but circumstance has forced my hand. I dare not share my journals all at once, lest they attract unwanted interest, but I trust the good scholars, scientists, explorers and artists of this Aethernet gathering place and others like it to understand my predicament. If ANYTHING in the journal entry below or subsequent entries I shall share in the months to come spark memories or ideas for solitions, please help…